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My Life, My Thoughts..


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Tuesday, March 22, 2011 @ 1:43 AM
When we were young, we will keep asking or even beg our parents to buy the things we want. But now, as we are growing, it became more and more difficult to put out our hand and ask. Cause we know working is tough esp for a single parent like my mother.
Often enough, i have people around me that thinks that im rich. However, i'll tell them that i look like one but im not. It may be because i keep spending money on shopping. One reason why i'll shop alot is because after the breakup, i realise shopping is the only cure to my heartbreak.
I may look rich in the outside but in actual fact, i dont feel rich in the inside. Cause in my heart, it is still broken.
Everytime when im sad, i would always wish that i could still be that young litle girl that can hug to my mummy and tell her, mummy, can you cure my broken heart..
I know i cant anymore. Cause im old enough to cure it on my own.
Just now, my mom was asking me to look for a bf. I told her, if you can be strong, brave and independent for all these years, so can i. I believe i can be back that strong and cheerful joanne like the past.
Love is full of sweetness, happiness and sorrows. I can accept love being that way. Just that i dont wanna get hurt anymore. Thinking of 25th july 2010, i cried for 13 hours &finding myself lose 4kg the next day was scary. I dont wish to let that day happen again. When it comes to love, i can be a very vulnerable and scary person. Cause when im in love with someone, i'll have high expectation of that relationship, be very obssessive and turn into a different person.
For now, i just wanna be alone. Im fine alone.


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